주제
- 아무리 좋은 것도 꾸준히 하는 것은 정말 어렵다
- 하면 재밌는데 왜 시작하기 싫은 걸까
영작
It was really hard for me to sit down in front of my laptop and write today’s short english writing. Even though I end up enjoying it once I start writing something down, it doesn’t make me ease a barrier of just doing it. Is this my temperament? Yeah it might be, but I’d like to say that it’s difficult for most ordinary people who have tried to make a good habit for themselves. Especially, I’m really struggling with just starting what I wanted to achieve in past.
Why do I continuously forget the goal? Or am I just ignoring it? I assume it’s closer to the last one. So if I have a plan to do exercise in a weekend, I might be going to act like I forget it, because I usually don’t want to do it. Also, even when I sit down and try to do what I need to, I’m getting sleepy. For sure, I don’t want to be sleepy because I might already sit on a chair or already make my mind to face the thing which I didn’t want to take. But anyway, I’m also sleepy now, even it’s only 11pm.
Is it a real signal from my body that I should go to bed? Or is it just for the fake reason n order to escape from a boring task. I can’t help myself fall asleep suddenly even if I don’t realize it. To myself, please help myself finishes what you started